Ghosts, Witches, Guns, and Washed-Out Roads
Strange Experiences
My sisters, Sandra and Valerie, and brothers Fella and Peter, and Iย grew up in Twilight Creek Canyon above Colorado Springs.
In many ways, we lived in a heavenly place. But years later, in the shared reflections of five siblings- Peterโs wife, Heide, Sandra, Valerie, and Fella, and I- as well as our cousin Patty and the current owner, Trey Spiller, we realized there had been an inordinate number of odd occurrences and deaths in the area of our childhood home.ย
The home our Dad built was the first and only permanent structure I know of in the canyon, so it was unlikely to be a haunted house. This makes you wonder who previously died on that land and might have been drawn to our house. Were other spirits trapped in that canyon?
Perhaps there were lonely souls who suffered in those mountains. Maybe there had been graves, or an altercation between miners and prospectors leading to arguments and gun fights. We know of at least one robbery, but were there cave-ins, mine claim battles, or Native American skirmishes? Perhaps there was a turned-over wagon, a flood, or a fire along the Twilight Trail. Something had left a mark! The landโs history had become a blended tapestry, whether we liked it or not.
My brother, Peter, my sister, Sandy, and I slept in a childrenโs bedroom on the upper floor. The first remembered eerie experiences came in 1954-5 for both Sandra and me. We were aware of the shadow (or shadows) watching us from our built-in closets when the sliding doors were open.
We chose to believe the shifting figure was a benevolent, if unnerving being. Yet, later on we considered that it might have been someone feeding on the helplessness, depression, and loneliness our Mom was suffering. Or, perhaps, was it a caring soul trying to help?
A few years later, Peter saw a witchy-looking woman outside that same little upstairs bedroom window, looking toward the hill in the back of the house โ from his crib in our bedroom.
But the sightings didnโt stop. Later on, Peter and Heide noticed a figure standing in the alcove of our hallway, watching them as they were gazing at the full moon (necking?) over the cliff across from the house, in the living room with the lights turned off.ย
They got the sense it was a woman, 35-40 years old. A motherly feeling came to them, and they guessed it was, likely, our mom โ that was very specific. Peter didnโt see the figure Heide saw, but he felt a wind pass by. Heide said, โIt felt like she came to bless our upcoming marriage.โ
Also, Peter and Heide, other family members, and guests got terrible โcreepsโ on the stairwell that had been cut out of the floor of our baby bedroom. At the bottom of those stairs was a storeroom built off to the side, which was originally made to be a bomb shelter and later used for a storage pantry. It was very dark, lit by a bare bulb on a pull string when needed. It could be spooky down there. I remember getting the heepy-jeepys in there a time or two.ย
In fact, we children made up a boogeyman-type game. One of us would hide along the darkened basement hallway, usually on or around the chest freezer or furnace, armed with a pillow. Runners would yell, โHere we come on the run with a burger on a bun,โ a phrase lifted from a Flintstones episode, and one or more of us would be smacked by that pillow on our way down the hall.
The weird thing is that the scary feelings disappeared, according to Peter and Heide, when Fella came back from Lake Havasu after one of his early teen โwalkaboutโ excursions. Peter said, โAll the creepy feelings just left.โ
A unique vision, remembered by my sister, Valerie, tells of a time she was sleeping downstairs past that storeroom, in a makeshift bedroom at the end of a long dark hall by the laundry room. She had a vision in the dark of a radiant, glowing Being smiling at her for several long seconds…
Another odd occurrence that Fella mentioned was an incident that happened while he was walking with his current wife Pat off the Old Stage Road from the gate to our access road on their way home. They had climbed up a couple of hills past the old Stratton Home orphan cabin, and the upper mining claims turnoff at the top of what we called the โLong Hill.โ It was a saddle on the Twilight Ridge, and a nexus for two or three of the earliest trails in the area
Fella and Pat were suddenly struck by how eerie they felt. The forest became too quiet; no birds, no blue jays, no tanagers, and no squirrels. There were always tufted-eared black squirrels, or their chatty little red cousins. But that day there werenโt even insects buzzing or humming. It was like the woods were dead. The forest stopped breathing; no air moved. Fella described that he and Pat felt like they were in a sensory deprivation zone.ย
I told him I recalled feeling that way once in Sweetwater Canyon, over by Cassatt’s cabin ruin in the Green Settlement. Breathless, eerie. I left.
Another time, by the gate off the Old Stage Road, my sister, Sandy, was standing in the site of a former picnic area and a few yards from a burned-down home with only a chimney still standing, waiting to open the gate for a friend who was coming for a visit. โSuddenly, everything got really quiet – not even bird sounds. Then, I thought I heard voices; maybe they were in my head – like telepathy, but I couldn’t understand the words. The hair stood up on my arms. I told my friend after she arrived; she thought I was nuts.โ
These stories of eerie quiet remind me of some of Mateo Arguelloโs preludes to contacts with Sasquatches.
Our cousin Patty doesnโt remember seeing anything specifically, but felt that the house was pervaded by a discomfort that could only be relieved when she walked up the new road along the creek for about a mile. Then her head could clear. I found myself going up that same direction, many times, to sort things out. Iโd climb to one of the rock outcrops to sit and think, and listen to the wisdom of the forest while trying to de-stress.
Another strange event featured a German Shepherd. Our neighbors in Sweetwater Canyon, Mert and Laurette, and my parents each had a German Shepherd. The two dogs were brothers and were well loved. One day, the friendsโ dog came up over the road from Sweetwater Canyon into our backyard. It wasnโt for a friendly visit. Mom was alone, hanging laundry on the clotheslines on the hill behind our home.
Without warning, the dog viciously attacked and sank its teeth into Momโs back without any known provocation or warning. Mom eventually got a pistol from inside the house and shot the dog in the head before it left and ran back home. She was quite shaken, but had to drive down to Colorado Springs to see the doctor for tooth marks, stitches, and cleanup – and rabies treatment, I believe.ย
The greater tragedy was that the incident caused irreparable damage to a strong and loving friendship. The neighbors were justifiably horrified by the injury to the dogโs head. The bullet apparently had glanced off the thick bone of the skull and left near the ear, to the best of my recollection. They were crushed by the thought that their friend would do this. Our parents were devastated to think that their longtime neighbors and best friends wouldnโt believe that their dog had done such a thing. What drove that dog into our canyon to attack our Mom?
No one could figure it out.
Residual Hauntings
Beyond the sightings, weird occurrences, and feelings, there were residual hauntings in the canyons. One morning I rode the palomino mare up the road, and I saw a gentleman rider on a stylish dappled grey horse. He wore a fox hunt outfit with a red jacket, black boots, and a black top hat. I saw him clear as day, picking his way on a path by the stream below where I was riding.ย
I thought that my horse, who was socially deprived, might whinny or something. I kept waiting for her to react to the other horse, for her ears to twitch, or for a beckoning nicker. She was always lonely for her kind. But she didnโt bat an eye. Then after a couple of minutes, the horse and rider were gone, no noise โ nothing. Poof!
Some people said they could hear the rush of a phantom stagecoach, and also a train from the tunnels on the Gold Camp. I strained my ears, but I never heard anything up there. I did, however, hear the clear echo of a train chugging and whistling several times in our canyon.ย In retrospect, it seems like there were a number of other hauntings in that valley before we arrived.
Loneliness, Isolation, Depression and Sorrows Inside Our House
I had ridden our mare all over those mountains and canyons and decided that the language those mountains spoke, or emphasized, was indeed loneliness. Sometimes just looking at those peaks made my heart ache. But for much of our lives, we siblings werenโt aware of any deaths in our home or the surrounding area until our Mom died on October 24,1964. Nearly a hundred friends signed a register during her memorial, including Gertie, Laurette, the Carpenters, Kyers, Al Colt, and many others.
Much later I came to find that Momโs depression, mental breakdowns, and eventually, her suicide were not isolated incidents. Living up in the mountains without a car, phone, TV, or entertainment to distract the mind was tough for a socialite and former WAF pilot, now stuck on a mountain with three young children. Her small support group included Laurette and Myrtle, Mrs. Lennox, a girl named Cookie, whom she invited to our September breakfast cookout up by St. Peterโs Dome, and Uncle Al.
Peterโs wife, Heide, pointed out that several women who spent time up there, including my stepmother, who married Dad after my birth motherโs death, and Fellaโs second wife, were beset by increasing depression and mental instability. Patty said that her mom, Aunt Betty, and her sister, Pam, were in that category, as well.ย
The family that bought our old house before the current owners apparently had lost their sons and daughters to suicide inside that house. Trey told me that the woman had big problems that might have been exacerbated during her stay up there. He also told me that there was an inscription in the basement rafters when he bought the place from them: โhell house.โย
We have no way of knowing if this was the case for our female neighbors at the time. But females in our family definitely experienced discomfort, depression, mental instability, alcohol addiction, and even a touch of irrationality in our home on the mountain.ย
There was the isolation; it had been felt by farmers, ranchers, and others who were trapped in silence and left with their own grief, especially during winter.ย
Mom had no car of her own for years. She couldnโt drive into town toย see her friends or get a job. There were no electronics until the late 1940s. As a child in the early 1950s, I remember a radio that we listened to:ย The Black Shadow, Superman, The Lone Ranger, etc. The telephone and TV came later. Eventually, we procured a CB radio from our techie friend, Clint.ย
Our mother’s and Fellaโs second wife changed on the mountain. All had been very social and fun-loving before moving to the mountain. I remember my parents going on treasure hunts, elk hunts, parties, and other activities that they enjoyed.ย
Over time, demeanors changed. Drinking became a huge factor. My birth mom had acquired death sentences of incurable emphysema and cirrhosis of the liver. Her cigarette habit exceeded a carton a day towards the end.ย
It became increasingly interested in mainstreaming alcohol – even mouthwash. For them, the substance abuse and depression went over the edge.
My stepmom, who married Dad after my birth motherโs death, became increasingly interested in mainstreaming alcohol – even mouthwash. For both moms, the substance abuse and depression went over the edge.
Fellaโs second wife, Christina, was beset by increasing depression and mental instability. Patty said that her mom, Betty, and sister, Pam, were in that category as well.ย
At least five people associated with that house committed suicide within several decades.
Were the females โtargeted?โ Or were there other factors?
This was the conclusion of multiple family members. Some have suggested there were unseen influences, which, after all we had experienced by then, wouldnโt have been much of a surprise.
There were other factors. Instability has followed my maternal family line. A number of the women had a family history of mental health issues, instability, and alcoholism.
There were other pertinent health and marital issues that exacerbated the discomfort. Both of our moms suffered from Dadโs infidelity. He was a ladies’ man.ย
Also, physical issues plagued them, like untreated thyroid issues and menopause complications. And Mom never fully recovered from bearing her third child. She felt like she was no longer attractive, strong, or capable.
Interestingly, Patty wondered if there could have been something in the water. Our stream was one of the most mineral-rich in the area. Over 50 minerals and even heavy metals were mined above our location. Also, toxic chemicals were used in mining, like arsenic to leach away impurities from gold. We used to draw our water from a pump in the stream. After all, our decay-resistant teeth were a product of the fluorite in the water.ย
Fella remembered that Herscheiser and Pence didnโt leach minerals at their mining locations near the Long Hill. Yet the main mines up in the St. Peterโs Dome Mining District likely did.
We later had a well drilled, and the water was regularly tested.
Other Deaths
Besides the five suicides associated with our house, at least four people froze. I found that since people started building permanent homes up there. A seemingly large number of them had succumbed to depression and suicide, beginning with Joel H. Wade, who settled the Stage Stop area. The limo driver for the Broadmoor, who lived in the Carpenterโs cabin, killed himself and burned the cabin.
Not too long before that, he had driven over the edge of the Shelf Road in the dark of night. His vehicle slid down the gravel and stopped without rolling, and he was able to walk out. What a horrible nightmare that must have been for him. Youโd take one step up the gravelly hill and slide three steps back. We always feared that might happen to our car when the driver had over-imbibed.
Many residents were marked by loneliness, isolation, depression, negative influences, and a fascination with guns.
There may have been as many as fifteen tragic deaths in this very sparsely populated area, in a very short period of time. Through the years, perhaps dozens of others lost their lives in the area, considering the sorrows.ย
Our kind neighbor, Mert, died in 1957 of a heart attack. Several cabins burned in the Sweetwater Canyon, including the one my parents had helped Mert and Laurette build. The fire was suspicious, and perhaps someone died inside.
In addition, there was mention of a family of four that all froze to death one winter. They lived in a cabin built in our old horse corral with no amenities, bathroom, or electricity. They became chilled and tried to start a fire inside during a severe snowstorm. Apparently, the cabin caught on fire, and they attempted to access the house to use the phone and warm up.
However, the power and phone line were cut off, perhaps by the storm. The father tried to walk out, down the mountain to get help. He froze on the way to the long hill. Grimly, the woman tried to walk out with her children when he didnโt return, and they all froze.ย
There is another sad tale about a ranch couple near Mt. Baldy who had tried to walk out a few years earlier, freezing under similar circumstances. I rather doubt these were isolated events. May they rest in peace.
Gunsย
The pistols and rifles in my fatherโs collection were always kept loaded. He said that way there would be no doubt. Both mothers used guns; on themselves, or to threaten family members.
Apparently, my birth mom threatened to shoot herself on a number of occasions in front of one or more of us children. I, personally, remember sitting in front of her in the living room near the wall by the fireplace. She had a pack of her ever-present cigarettes, which had given her the emphysema, on a small lamp table next to her chair; but also, there was a pistol lying near the cigarettes. I was likely trying to get her to stop smoking what Aunt Betty called โcoffin nails.โ Mom acted like that wouldnโt matter if she shot herself. Doctors told her that dying lungs and the cirrhosis were going to kill her anyway within five years.ย
I didnโt know how to proceed with that. She then picked up the gun and offered it to me to shoot myself. I considered the situation and declined; I must have been ten to twelve.
My cousin Patty Peacock recently told me that she also remembered seeing a pistol on that table beside Mom in the living room.
Peter also told me that he and Sandra had stolen a pack of cigarettes, perhaps Tareytons, off the table. They took them outside and proceeded to try to smoke them all to get rid of them. Perhaps not the best choice, but I understand the intent of trying to make them disappear. Well, Mom caught them and hauled them into the living room, where she proceeded to threaten to kill herself with the pistol.
Donโt get me wrong, my Mother wasnโt that person when I was small. She dressed nicely and did up her red hair every day, and put on Channel #5 and bright red lipstick. She was loving, stylish, and cheerful. She placed wildflowers beside our plates to celebrate birthdays, and sang โOur Fatherโ to us each night before bed. It is maybe worth noting that our Dad taught us to say, โNow I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.โ
In the end, Mom took her life with that pistol. But that is not where the gun play ended. My Dad remarried in January, three months after my mom shot herself. Our stepmom had been a manager in two hotels and was a boisterous, efficient woman full of pranks and jokes – to begin with.
Two weeks after we moved back up to the mountain from our temporary home on Mayhurst Avenue in Broadmoor, where we had moved to recover after Mom died in the house, Sandy, Dad, and I were sitting quietly, talking in the living room when the door to the little bathroom in the hall opened.ย
Our stepmom came toward us, then pointing a gun to her head and threatening to shoot herself. Sandy and I looked at Dad in consternation – expecting him to get up to do something about it. He didnโt; it seemed like he figured it was a joke. I was frightened and couldnโt believe the poor taste of our new mom pulling something like this in front of us. I felt like she was seeking attention, but it was just bizarre. I still donโt know what caused her to do that. It wasnโt like her at all.
I think I asked Dad outright to do something; then, I believe, Sandy and I just left the scene.
Unfortunately, that wasnโt the only time guns became an issue. Over time, holidays became difficult and uncomfortable rather than celebratory, especially at Thanksgiving and Christmas. But when I returned with my husband to introduce baby Andrew to his grandparents on Thanksgiving in 1981, out came a pistol. Things escalated until she threatened to shoot me if my husband and I didnโt leave – Which we did immediately.ย
My sister Valerie had a similar experience when she brought her son to meet his grandparents.
I got the feeling that there was a sorrow underneath all of that. Like she didnโt really mean for that to happen. Maybe she was influenced. Drinking didnโt help. Both moms and our dad were alcoholics, but I wonder if their depression wasnโt a major factor in that increased drinking of alcohol.
After I had left Colorado Springs, our stepmom’s close friends, the Traftons, came to visit from El Paso, Texas. Peter and Heidi took Heidiโs brother, Frederick, up to the Cliff overlooking Twilight Creek, across from the house. The last few steps to the end of the lookout could be fatal if extreme care was not taken. Going to the end of the lookout was difficult and dangerous. There weren’t any trails back then, like there are now.
Apparently, thinking it would be funny, Eleanor grabbed a 30.06 rifle and began taking potshots at them up on the cliff. Peter said that at the time, he thought it was a joke, but Frederick never forgot that incident and felt it was a much more serious matter…
Saying Goodbye
From the Lookout at the top of our hill driveway – the end of theย Twilight Trail-ย one can look down on Colorado Springs, or what Peggy used to call โMy little gem city.โ Sparks of white, and occasionally red and blue, cuddled in the inky night.ย I remember thinking as a teen that I could never survive if I left the mountain. It turns out that I may have survived โ because I left. I believe Fella, Peter, Val, and Sandy might agree in their own ways.
ย ย ย ย ย ย But the land never left me. I started this story in 2014, when I remembered more of the details than I do now. So, it is only due to the excruciatingly patient help of Valerie and Sandra, cousin Patty, and Peter, Heidi, Fella, Trey, and a newly found โbrotherโ Eric Swab, that this could be written to this degree of completion. We were, and still are, so very blessed to have followed the trails of South Cheyenne Canyon, despite the sorrows. Thank you, God.
Washouts
The mountains gave so generously, but it seems like they got tired of the senseless clamor from time to time. The road washouts on the mountain were commonplace, but those of 2014, and especially the spring and the first week of June 2015, seemed to have ended all access. Perhaps a time of reflection.
The Stage Road was cut off from both Colorado Springs and Cripple Creek. The roads into the properties of Twilight and Sweetwater Canyons were gutted along the creeks. The place that used to be a large fourteen-table picnic area under Bathtub Falls was nothing but a deep gash filled with debris, boulders, and new trees when I saw it in 2024.
There was another gash where there had once been a wooden bridge and a reservoir on Sweetwater Creek. Although there had been occasional โfrog-stranglersโ in previous years that washed out the roads in North and South Cheyenne Canyons, maybe the mountains decided the experiment that started in the late 1870s was over – at least for a while.
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