New Shard Story of My Experiences Spent Growing Up In Colorado Springs, Sweetwater Canyon, and Other Areas. . .


Ghosts, Witches, Guns, and Washed-Out Roads



Strange Experiences

My sisters, Sandra and Valerie, and brothers Fella and Peter, and Iย grew up in Twilight Creek Canyon above Colorado Springs.

In many ways, we lived in a heavenly place. But years later, in the shared reflections of five siblings- Peterโ€™s wife, Heide, Sandra, Valerie, and Fella, and I- as well as our cousin Patty and the current owner, Trey Spiller, we realized there had been an inordinate number of odd occurrences and deaths in the area of our childhood home.ย 

The home our Dad built was the first and only permanent structure I know of in the canyon, so it was unlikely to be a haunted house. This makes you wonder who previously died on that land and might have been drawn to our house. Were other spirits trapped in that canyon?

Perhaps there were lonely souls who suffered in those mountains. Maybe there had been graves, or an altercation between miners and prospectors leading to arguments and gun fights. We know of at least one robbery, but were there cave-ins, mine claim battles, or Native American skirmishes? Perhaps there was a turned-over wagon, a flood, or a fire along the Twilight Trail. Something had left a mark! The landโ€™s history had become a blended tapestry, whether we liked it or not.

My brother, Peter, my sister, Sandy, and I slept in a childrenโ€™s bedroom on the upper floor. The first remembered eerie experiences came in 1954-5 for both Sandra and me. We were aware of the shadow (or shadows) watching us from our built-in closets when the sliding doors were open.
We chose to believe the shifting figure was a benevolent, if unnerving being. Yet, later on we considered that it might have been someone feeding on the helplessness, depression, and loneliness our Mom was suffering. Or, perhaps, was it a caring soul trying to help?

A few years later, Peter saw a witchy-looking woman outside that same little upstairs bedroom window, looking toward the hill in the back of the house โ€“ from his crib in our bedroom.
But the sightings didnโ€™t stop. Later on, Peter and Heide noticed a figure standing in the alcove of our hallway, watching them as they were gazing at the full moon (necking?) over the cliff across from the house, in the living room with the lights turned off.ย 

They got the sense it was a woman, 35-40 years old. A motherly feeling came to them, and they guessed it was, likely, our mom โ€“ that was very specific. Peter didnโ€™t see the figure Heide saw, but he felt a wind pass by. Heide said, โ€œIt felt like she came to bless our upcoming marriage.โ€

Also, Peter and Heide, other family members, and guests got terrible โ€œcreepsโ€ on the stairwell that had been cut out of the floor of our baby bedroom. At the bottom of those stairs was a storeroom built off to the side, which was originally made to be a bomb shelter and later used for a storage pantry. It was very dark, lit by a bare bulb on a pull string when needed. It could be spooky down there. I remember getting the heepy-jeepys in there a time or two.ย 

In fact, we children made up a boogeyman-type game. One of us would hide along the darkened basement hallway, usually on or around the chest freezer or furnace, armed with a pillow. Runners would yell, โ€œHere we come on the run with a burger on a bun,โ€ a phrase lifted from a Flintstones episode, and one or more of us would be smacked by that pillow on our way down the hall.

The weird thing is that the scary feelings disappeared, according to Peter and Heide, when Fella came back from Lake Havasu after one of his early teen โ€œwalkaboutโ€ excursions. Peter said, โ€œAll the creepy feelings just left.โ€ 

A unique vision, remembered by my sister, Valerie, tells of a time she was sleeping downstairs past that storeroom, in a makeshift bedroom at the end of a long dark hall by the laundry room. She had a vision in the dark of a radiant, glowing Being smiling at her for several long seconds…

Another odd occurrence that Fella mentioned was an incident that happened while he was walking with his current wife Pat off the Old Stage Road from the gate to our access road on their way home. They had climbed up a couple of hills past the old Stratton Home orphan cabin, and the upper mining claims turnoff at the top of what we called the โ€œLong Hill.โ€ It was a saddle on the Twilight Ridge, and a nexus for two or three of the earliest trails in the area 

Fella and Pat were suddenly struck by how eerie they felt. The forest became too quiet; no birds, no blue jays, no tanagers, and no squirrels. There were always tufted-eared black squirrels, or their chatty little red cousins. But that day there werenโ€™t even insects buzzing or humming. It was like the woods were dead. The forest stopped breathing; no air moved. Fella described that he and Pat felt like they were in a sensory deprivation zone.ย 

I told him I recalled feeling that way once in Sweetwater Canyon, over by Cassatt’s cabin ruin in the Green Settlement. Breathless, eerie. I left.

Another time, by the gate off the Old Stage Road, my sister, Sandy, was standing in the site of a former picnic area and a few yards from a burned-down home with only a chimney still standing, waiting to open the gate for a friend who was coming for a visit. โ€œSuddenly, everything got really quiet – not even bird sounds. Then, I thought I heard voices; maybe they were in my head – like telepathy, but I couldn’t understand the words. The hair stood up on my arms. I told my friend after she arrived; she thought I was nuts.โ€

These stories of eerie quiet remind me of some of Mateo Arguelloโ€™s preludes to contacts with Sasquatches.

Our cousin Patty doesnโ€™t remember seeing anything specifically, but felt that the house was pervaded by a discomfort that could only be relieved when she walked up the new road along the creek for about a mile. Then her head could clear. I found myself going up that same direction, many times, to sort things out. Iโ€™d climb to one of the rock outcrops to sit and think, and listen to the wisdom of the forest while trying to de-stress.

Another strange event featured a German Shepherd. Our neighbors in Sweetwater Canyon, Mert and Laurette, and my parents each had a German Shepherd. The two dogs were brothers and were well loved. One day, the friendsโ€™ dog came up over the road from Sweetwater Canyon into our backyard. It wasnโ€™t for a friendly visit. Mom was alone, hanging laundry on the clotheslines on the hill behind our home.

Without warning, the dog viciously attacked and sank its teeth into Momโ€™s back without any known provocation or warning. Mom eventually got a pistol from inside the house and shot the dog in the head before it left and ran back home. She was quite shaken, but had to drive down to Colorado Springs to see the doctor for tooth marks, stitches, and cleanup – and rabies treatment, I believe.ย 

The greater tragedy was that the incident caused irreparable damage to a strong and loving friendship. The neighbors were justifiably horrified by the injury to the dogโ€™s head. The bullet apparently had glanced off the thick bone of the skull and left near the ear, to the best of my recollection. They were crushed by the thought that their friend would do this. Our parents were devastated to think that their longtime neighbors and best friends wouldnโ€™t believe that their dog had done such a thing. What drove that dog into our canyon to attack our Mom?
No one could figure it out.

Residual Hauntings

Beyond the sightings, weird occurrences, and feelings, there were residual hauntings in the canyons. One morning I rode the palomino mare up the road, and I saw a gentleman rider on a stylish dappled grey horse. He wore a fox hunt outfit with a red jacket, black boots, and a black top hat. I saw him clear as day, picking his way on a path by the stream below where I was riding.ย 

I thought that my horse, who was socially deprived, might whinny or something. I kept waiting for her to react to the other horse, for her ears to twitch, or for a beckoning nicker. She was always lonely for her kind. But she didnโ€™t bat an eye. Then after a couple of minutes, the horse and rider were gone, no noise โ€“ nothing. Poof!

Some people said they could hear the rush of a phantom stagecoach, and also a train from the tunnels on the Gold Camp. I strained my ears, but I never heard anything up there. I did, however, hear the clear echo of a train chugging and whistling several times in our canyon.ย In retrospect, it seems like there were a number of other hauntings in that valley before we arrived.

Loneliness, Isolation, Depression and Sorrows Inside Our House

I had ridden our mare all over those mountains and canyons and decided that the language those mountains spoke, or emphasized, was indeed loneliness. Sometimes just looking at those peaks made my heart ache. But for much of our lives, we siblings werenโ€™t aware of any deaths in our home or the surrounding area until our Mom died on October 24,1964. Nearly a hundred friends signed a register during her memorial, including Gertie, Laurette, the Carpenters, Kyers, Al Colt, and many others.

Much later I came to find that Momโ€™s depression, mental breakdowns, and eventually, her suicide were not isolated incidents. Living up in the mountains without a car, phone, TV, or entertainment to distract the mind was tough for a socialite and former WAF pilot, now stuck on a mountain with three young children. Her small support group included Laurette and Myrtle, Mrs. Lennox, a girl named Cookie, whom she invited to our September breakfast cookout up by St. Peterโ€™s Dome, and Uncle Al.

Peterโ€™s wife, Heide, pointed out that several women who spent time up there, including my stepmother, who married Dad after my birth motherโ€™s death, and Fellaโ€™s second wife, were beset by increasing depression and mental instability. Patty said that her mom, Aunt Betty, and her sister, Pam, were in that category, as well.ย 

The family that bought our old house before the current owners apparently had lost their sons and daughters to suicide inside that house. Trey told me that the woman had big problems that might have been exacerbated during her stay up there. He also told me that there was an inscription in the basement rafters when he bought the place from them: โ€œhell house.โ€ย 

We have no way of knowing if this was the case for our female neighbors at the time. But females in our family definitely experienced discomfort, depression, mental instability, alcohol addiction, and even a touch of irrationality in our home on the mountain.ย 
There was the isolation; it had been felt by farmers, ranchers, and others who were trapped in silence and left with their own grief, especially during winter.ย 
Mom had no car of her own for years. She couldnโ€™t drive into town toย see her friends or get a job. There were no electronics until the late 1940s. As a child in the early 1950s, I remember a radio that we listened to:ย The Black Shadow, Superman, The Lone Ranger, etc. The telephone and TV came later. Eventually, we procured a CB radio from our techie friend, Clint.ย 

Our mother’s and Fellaโ€™s second wife changed on the mountain. All had been very social and fun-loving before moving to the mountain. I remember my parents going on treasure hunts, elk hunts, parties, and other activities that they enjoyed.ย 

Over time, demeanors changed. Drinking became a huge factor. My birth mom had acquired death sentences of incurable emphysema and cirrhosis of the liver. Her cigarette habit exceeded a carton a day towards the end.ย 
It became increasingly interested in mainstreaming alcohol – even mouthwash. For them, the substance abuse and depression went over the edge.
My stepmom, who married Dad after my birth motherโ€™s death, became increasingly interested in mainstreaming alcohol – even mouthwash. For both moms, the substance abuse and depression went over the edge.

Fellaโ€™s second wife, Christina, was beset by increasing depression and mental instability. Patty said that her mom, Betty, and sister, Pam, were in that category as well.ย 

At least five people associated with that house committed suicide within several decades.

Were the females โ€œtargeted?โ€ Or were there other factors?
This was the conclusion of multiple family members. Some have suggested there were unseen influences, which, after all we had experienced by then, wouldnโ€™t have been much of a surprise.

There were other factors. Instability has followed my maternal family line. A number of the women had a family history of mental health issues, instability, and alcoholism.
There were other pertinent health and marital issues that exacerbated the discomfort. Both of our moms suffered from Dadโ€™s infidelity. He was a ladies’ man.ย 
Also, physical issues plagued them, like untreated thyroid issues and menopause complications. And Mom never fully recovered from bearing her third child. She felt like she was no longer attractive, strong, or capable.

Interestingly, Patty wondered if there could have been something in the water. Our stream was one of the most mineral-rich in the area. Over 50 minerals and even heavy metals were mined above our location. Also, toxic chemicals were used in mining, like arsenic to leach away impurities from gold. We used to draw our water from a pump in the stream. After all, our decay-resistant teeth were a product of the fluorite in the water.ย 

Fella remembered that Herscheiser and Pence didnโ€™t leach minerals at their mining locations near the Long Hill. Yet the main mines up in the St. Peterโ€™s Dome Mining District likely did.
We later had a well drilled, and the water was regularly tested.

Other Deaths

Besides the five suicides associated with our house, at least four people froze. I found that since people started building permanent homes up there. A seemingly large number of them had succumbed to depression and suicide, beginning with Joel H. Wade, who settled the Stage Stop area. The limo driver for the Broadmoor, who lived in the Carpenterโ€™s cabin, killed himself and burned the cabin.

Not too long before that, he had driven over the edge of the Shelf Road in the dark of night. His vehicle slid down the gravel and stopped without rolling, and he was able to walk out. What a horrible nightmare that must have been for him. Youโ€™d take one step up the gravelly hill and slide three steps back. We always feared that might happen to our car when the driver had over-imbibed.

Many residents were marked by loneliness, isolation, depression, negative influences, and a fascination with guns.

There may have been as many as fifteen tragic deaths in this very sparsely populated area, in a very short period of time. Through the years, perhaps dozens of others lost their lives in the area, considering the sorrows.ย 

Our kind neighbor, Mert, died in 1957 of a heart attack. Several cabins burned in the Sweetwater Canyon, including the one my parents had helped Mert and Laurette build. The fire was suspicious, and perhaps someone died inside.

In addition, there was mention of a family of four that all froze to death one winter. They lived in a cabin built in our old horse corral with no amenities, bathroom, or electricity. They became chilled and tried to start a fire inside during a severe snowstorm. Apparently, the cabin caught on fire, and they attempted to access the house to use the phone and warm up.
However, the power and phone line were cut off, perhaps by the storm. The father tried to walk out, down the mountain to get help. He froze on the way to the long hill. Grimly, the woman tried to walk out with her children when he didnโ€™t return, and they all froze.ย 

There is another sad tale about a ranch couple near Mt. Baldy who had tried to walk out a few years earlier, freezing under similar circumstances. I rather doubt these were isolated events. May they rest in peace.

Gunsย 

The pistols and rifles in my fatherโ€™s collection were always kept loaded. He said that way there would be no doubt. Both mothers used guns; on themselves, or to threaten family members.

Apparently, my birth mom threatened to shoot herself on a number of occasions in front of one or more of us children. I, personally, remember sitting in front of her in the living room near the wall by the fireplace. She had a pack of her ever-present cigarettes, which had given her the emphysema, on a small lamp table next to her chair; but also, there was a pistol lying near the cigarettes. I was likely trying to get her to stop smoking what Aunt Betty called โ€œcoffin nails.โ€ Mom acted like that wouldnโ€™t matter if she shot herself. Doctors told her that dying lungs and the cirrhosis were going to kill her anyway within five years.ย 

I didnโ€™t know how to proceed with that. She then picked up the gun and offered it to me to shoot myself. I considered the situation and declined; I must have been ten to twelve.

My cousin Patty Peacock recently told me that she also remembered seeing a pistol on that table beside Mom in the living room.

Peter also told me that he and Sandra had stolen a pack of cigarettes, perhaps Tareytons, off the table. They took them outside and proceeded to try to smoke them all to get rid of them. Perhaps not the best choice, but I understand the intent of trying to make them disappear. Well, Mom caught them and hauled them into the living room, where she proceeded to threaten to kill herself with the pistol.

Donโ€™t get me wrong, my Mother wasnโ€™t that person when I was small. She dressed nicely and did up her red hair every day, and put on Channel #5 and bright red lipstick. She was loving, stylish, and cheerful. She placed wildflowers beside our plates to celebrate birthdays, and sang โ€œOur Fatherโ€ to us each night before bed. It is maybe worth noting that our Dad taught us to say, โ€œNow I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.โ€

In the end, Mom took her life with that pistol. But that is not where the gun play ended. My Dad remarried in January, three months after my mom shot herself. Our stepmom had been a manager in two hotels and was a boisterous, efficient woman full of pranks and jokes – to begin with.

Two weeks after we moved back up to the mountain from our temporary home on Mayhurst Avenue in Broadmoor, where we had moved to recover after Mom died in the house, Sandy, Dad, and I were sitting quietly, talking in the living room when the door to the little bathroom in the hall opened.ย 

Our stepmom came toward us, then pointing a gun to her head and threatening to shoot herself. Sandy and I looked at Dad in consternation – expecting him to get up to do something about it. He didnโ€™t; it seemed like he figured it was a joke. I was frightened and couldnโ€™t believe the poor taste of our new mom pulling something like this in front of us. I felt like she was seeking attention, but it was just bizarre. I still donโ€™t know what caused her to do that. It wasnโ€™t like her at all.
I think I asked Dad outright to do something; then, I believe, Sandy and I just left the scene.

Unfortunately, that wasnโ€™t the only time guns became an issue. Over time, holidays became difficult and uncomfortable rather than celebratory, especially at Thanksgiving and Christmas. But when I returned with my husband to introduce baby Andrew to his grandparents on Thanksgiving in 1981, out came a pistol. Things escalated until she threatened to shoot me if my husband and I didnโ€™t leave – Which we did immediately.ย 

My sister Valerie had a similar experience when she brought her son to meet his grandparents.

I got the feeling that there was a sorrow underneath all of that. Like she didnโ€™t really mean for that to happen. Maybe she was influenced. Drinking didnโ€™t help. Both moms and our dad were alcoholics, but I wonder if their depression wasnโ€™t a major factor in that increased drinking of alcohol.

After I had left Colorado Springs, our stepmom’s close friends, the Traftons, came to visit from El Paso, Texas. Peter and Heidi took Heidiโ€™s brother, Frederick, up to the Cliff overlooking Twilight Creek, across from the house. The last few steps to the end of the lookout could be fatal if extreme care was not taken. Going to the end of the lookout was difficult and dangerous. There weren’t any trails back then, like there are now.

Apparently, thinking it would be funny, Eleanor grabbed a 30.06 rifle and began taking potshots at them up on the cliff. Peter said that at the time, he thought it was a joke, but Frederick never forgot that incident and felt it was a much more serious matter…


Saying Goodbye

From the Lookout at the top of our hill driveway – the end of theย Twilight Trail-ย one can look down on Colorado Springs, or what Peggy used to call โ€œMy little gem city.โ€ Sparks of white, and occasionally red and blue, cuddled in the inky night.ย I remember thinking as a teen that I could never survive if I left the mountain. It turns out that I may have survived โ€“ because I left. I believe Fella, Peter, Val, and Sandy might agree in their own ways.

ย ย ย ย ย ย  But the land never left me. I started this story in 2014, when I remembered more of the details than I do now. So, it is only due to the excruciatingly patient help of Valerie and Sandra, cousin Patty, and Peter, Heidi, Fella, Trey, and a newly found โ€œbrotherโ€ Eric Swab, that this could be written to this degree of completion. We were, and still are, so very blessed to have followed the trails of South Cheyenne Canyon, despite the sorrows. Thank you, God.


Washouts

The mountains gave so generously, but it seems like they got tired of the senseless clamor from time to time. The road washouts on the mountain were commonplace, but those of 2014, and especially the spring and the first week of June 2015, seemed to have ended all access. Perhaps a time of reflection.

The Stage Road was cut off from both Colorado Springs and Cripple Creek. The roads into the properties of Twilight and Sweetwater Canyons were gutted along the creeks. The place that used to be a large fourteen-table picnic area under Bathtub Falls was nothing but a deep gash filled with debris, boulders, and new trees when I saw it in 2024.

There was another gash where there had once been a wooden bridge and a reservoir on Sweetwater Creek. Although there had been occasional โ€œfrog-stranglersโ€ in previous years that washed out the roads in North and South Cheyenne Canyons, maybe the mountains decided the experiment that started in the late 1870s was over – at least for a while.

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A New Exciting Shard Short Story From ‘Rising Wind Series Book 5 – ROCK MY SOUL.’


Dazzling Visitations

(Editorโ€™s note: Heidi Cobblehoff was used as a pen name of anonymity for my cousin Patty Peacock, who would now like to acknowledge that she is the source for this story from “Rising Wind Rock My Soul.”)

The Lizard men

Rising Wind Shard Story From Book One โ€˜Thunder Beingsโ€™ โ€“ Part Two โ€˜Gideonโ€™s Dilemma.โ€™

The sister of the one who seeks the little humans.

Wakinyan grew ever more distant, only a speck now, and then gone. I was hyperventilating when I opened my eyes, and my knuckles were white as I snatched the walker to find Jane and Iris folding clothes for their trip to research the Duendes.

Who was Secora James, and how could the two of us find Wakinyan – let alone help a mythical creature?

โ€œOkay, girls, hold everything! Iโ€™m coming with you.โ€ I panted and teetered stiffly. Jane rushed to steady me. โ€œJust get me out of here, will you?โ€

โ€œChange of heart?โ€ asked Iris.

โ€œYou can hardly walk, brother, and your right arm is just about useless.โ€

My teeth clenched against a wave of pain. โ€œIโ€™m getting better. Listen, Iris, I need to talk to your sister. Iโ€™ll pay my way and cover any additional expenses. No interest.โ€ That snagged their attention.

โ€œMaybe Jimmy can come along to help me get around. I need help packing, Kyah can yโ€ฆ?โ€

Kyah and Jimmy were already silently standing by. โ€œKyah, road trip?โ€

โ€œReady.โ€

โ€œHetchetu aloh. One big happy family. So be it.โ€ Jimmy smiled. I rolled my eyes at my unsought mentor and sighed. โ€œWhatever.โ€

After we arrived in Bolivia, it was extremely difficult to find her. She must have been chased, attacked, and injured on several occasions, according to my visions. By then, I was thinking that not only Wakinyan needed her, but for some reason, so did I. I fretted until Jimmy and I got a lead on a church in LaPaz from a postcard that seemed like the one Iโ€™d seen in the most recent vision, which seemed more painful than the others.

My hand was shaking as I held up the postcard image of the church Iโ€™d envisioned and compared it to the stone edifice that towered before us in La Paz. The Basilica de San Francisco. It was dedicated to St. Francis of Assisi. The beautiful cathedral, an example of Andean Baroque architecture, had been completed in 1758, or so the postcard said. I grinned. โ€œThis is the place where I will finally find Secora.โ€

However, my intuition hadnโ€™t told me how long Jimmy and I would need to wait in the church courtyard. It had already been a couple of hours. It was time for the elusive Secora James to make her predicted appearance.

Half an hour later, I pointed. โ€œThatโ€™s gotta be her.โ€ The woman was wearing a tight white dress with broad brown stripes along the sides. We were sitting close enough to catch a bare whiff of her floral perfume, which we inhaled deeply.

I stood with my cane, stretched, then began a hobbling approach, wondering, at long last, how to introduce myself.

Jimmy grabbed my sleeve. โ€œHey, you sure? Doesnโ€™t look much like the picture Iris gave us.โ€

I braced against the cane and responded impetuously. โ€œHas to be her, Jimmy. Look around; no one else is even a candidate, and I know sheโ€™s here. I can feel it.โ€

Jimmy Lizardeye chuckled and said, โ€œRemember how Iris laughed when she told us that Secoraโ€™s fashion statement was โ€˜huh?โ€™.No sense of style. Fringe and boots, not tight dress and perfume.โ€

I faded into disappointment as we again sat on the bench to wait.

The plaza filled and emptied a few times. I could tell Jimmy was tired. Heโ€™d even taken off the beaded shoulder bag, which held the sacred pipe, and set it beside him. Jimmy grinned as a black car parked long enough to drop some people off.

I saw two men jump from the back seat and pull out someone, possibly a woman. When the vehicle left, they all looked around surreptitiously before moving down the steps toward the church. The cloaked person appeared to be limping badly. Jimmy asked, โ€œWhat about that one?โ€

โ€œThe cripple? I canโ€™t even tell if itโ€™s a woman. At any rate, no fringe, andโ€ฆ okay, so there are boots. Darn. If that is Secora, who are the guys?โ€

The walk from the car looked rough. The suspected womanโ€™s steps were hesitant, and she was panting- or was that weeping? The young man without a hat half-dragged her forward. She seemed to be drawing back and pleading with him. Jimmy hefted his beaded sacred pipe bag. โ€œMaybe theyโ€™re trying to baptize her?โ€

I regarded Jimmy, my face twisted in consternation. โ€œOr maybe they are abducting her.โ€ I took a cleansing breath. โ€œMan, Iโ€™m not even sure I want to mess with that.โ€

โ€œWhat does Wakinyan want?โ€

I could hear crying now. โ€œMaybe weโ€™re already too late.โ€ I limped forward, slowly at first, psyching myself up for a confrontation. When I was only a few feet away, I froze, puzzled by a comment made by the man with the hat.

โ€œWe must get you out of sight now. Those people will not stop until you are dead.โ€ The womanโ€™s voice said. โ€œThis is crazy. Other people need you.โ€ The curly-haired one said, โ€œNo, weโ€™re in this together. What will be, will be.โ€ She wobbled, grabbing for a bench. Then she pulled the hat and ruana away so she could see.

I hurriedly hobbled with my cane, coming up on the trio to confront the men, and managing to alarm everyone. The older man with the hat said, โ€œStep away from her.โ€

I turned my eyes onto the unexpectedly attractive woman. โ€œAre you Secora James?โ€ She stared boldly back. โ€œWhat do you want?โ€ โ€œIโ€™m Gideon Yellow Thunder, and Iโ€™ve come through hell to find you.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m Guillermo, said the middle-aged man with the hat. He held his hand between Secora and me. Then, twisting his palm into an offer to shake, he said, โ€œSorry about the trip through infierno, son. Sheโ€™s safe with me and my son, Diego.โ€

Secoraโ€™s mouth dropped open as she squinted at Guillermo.

โ€œYouโ€™re kiddingโ€“heโ€™s your son?โ€ Guillermo nodded with a grin. Diego was also smiling and nodding. She told Jimmy and me that these men were healers, Kallawayas, who recently saved her from poisoning. I stammered, โ€œWhat? That makes no sense. Iโ€™m supposed to be the one who saves you.โ€

Jimmy stepped between us and looked into Guillermoโ€™s eyes. He turned to me. โ€œGideon, you can believe what he says. This man and his son are entirely dedicated to the service of the Great Mystery.โ€

I was in shock as I looked away, unsure how I felt about this whole thing. It was nothing like Iโ€™d expected. Diego suggested anxiously, โ€œPerhaps we should rest inside the church to dodge prying eyes.โ€ He took Secora by the arm and helped her to stand. As we crossed the plaza, she asked Jimmy, โ€œSo tell me, who are you?โ€

โ€œNameโ€™s Jimmy Lizzardeye, Wichasha Wakan from Pine Ridge at your service. And my momentarily speechless friend is Gideon Yellow Thunder, who is also from Pine Ridge, but he wonโ€™t admit it.โ€

โ€œReally, Pine Ridge?โ€ Secoraโ€™s smile could have lifted the clouds. โ€œVery pleased to make your acquaintance, Wichasha Wakan, and you too, Gideon.โ€ Still puzzled, I scratched my head. โ€œThis doesnโ€™t feel right. I expected to rescue you, but my plans didnโ€™t include dealing with two other heroes.โ€

Guillermo nodded. โ€œSecora and my son Diego have become very close. It was a fabled love at first sight. Their souls recognized each other immediately.โ€ Shaking my head, I said, โ€œI just donโ€™t get that. There was nothing about him, or you in my visions. Iโ€™m just trying to wrap my mind around everything.

โ€œI imagine that would be very disturbing. We are taking her to our island to hide and protect her until we can figure out why she is being attacked. She is still quite weak, and we need to keep her out of sight.โ€

Diego turned to me. โ€œSo, who are you, Mr Yellow Thunder?โ€

โ€œI am beginning to wonder about that, myself.โ€ I snapped. Iโ€™ve been trying to find Secora for weeks to save her. Even though we have never met before. โ€I slowly shook my head and tapped the cane by the kneeling bench. Diego stared at the cane. What happened to the leg?โ€ โ€œThat was the lightning strike. But my friend thinks a sniper took a shot at me at the same time.โ€

โ€œThose people must not like you very much.โ€ The Kallawaya slid to the side to get a better look. โ€œYou should seriously change your lifestyle.โ€

I glanced sidelong at Jimmy. โ€œSo Iโ€™ve been told. Look, Diego, Secora and I were meant to be together. Wakinyan said she needs us, and we wonโ€™t survive without her.โ€ Diego solemnly acknowledged, โ€œSo, Iโ€™m not sure who this Wakinyan is, but youโ€™re saying it is your destiny to work with Secora?โ€

โ€œMore than that. I think weโ€™re supposed to be together.โ€ I paused.

โ€œWhat if she decides she wants more from me?โ€ Diego laughed, โ€œOh, so you like her? She is pretty, no?

You are most welcome toย find out. I think she will do what she will do.
No matter what we wish . . .

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Rising Wind Shard Story From Book One ‘Thunder Beings’ – Part One ‘Gideonโ€™s Dilemma.’



Gideonโ€™s Dilemma – Part One

โ€œAll the time I wondered who Secora James was, and how we both could possibly find, let alone help, a mythical creature.โ€œ

Wakinyan Tanka, the Great Thunderbird, contacted me in a dream while I was in the hospital healing from a lightning strike. She was perched atop a misty cliff and stood at least eight feet tall as far as I could tell. Her stare had a primitive fierceness that made me feel paralyzed, unable to move or speak. She was aware and said telepathically, “All life is tenacious.” You have survived what most men would not. My kind has survived what many of the large ones from a cooler time did not.

She marked the statement by raising a Mohawk of crimson-tipped feathers that ran from the crest of her head partway down the back of her gray-black neck. Awestruck, I noticed that her face and lower neck were lighter in color, but overall, there was a golden eagle-like impression and, just maybe, a little hawk thrown in. Yet, there were also definite differences.

‘I am Wakinyan Tanka. Long ago, humans relied on the grace of my people to lift their prayers by the wind of our wings to the Great Mystery of which we are all a part of.’ To those who sought our aid all over the earth, we were the embodiment of effortless grace, the Winged Power who protected and destroyed. Her back feathers were gray-tinged, and there was bluish skin on her face near the eyes and beak. The beak was large and primitive, unlike that of modern raptors. It looked like an upside-down canoe, meant to carve deeply into her prey.

Listen. Do not let your attention stray. I showed myself to you in a vision before the lightning strike because you were in danger. You came outside where I could save you. The Thunder Beings are in trouble, and I am calling on you for help. She adjusted her balance.

In these times, wherever we fly, we are targeted and harassed. Soon, greedy men will want to imprison us and keep us from our lives in the sky. She shifted her massive wings. When the chest muscles moved, I was struck by how beautiful the gold-tinged breast feathers were.

Wakinyan continued, “All life is sacred; even a bug chooses to live.” But change is the way of nature, and many animals and plants I knew are gone since the ice came and went. Only a few remain, even as they slide away with rising heat and drying land. For your kind, change is difficult. Two-leggeds hold onto vestiges of the past as sacred, often with disregard for the sacredness of the now.

She dropped her head, but the reddish-gold eyes never left mine. I, Gideon Yellow Thunder, a successful realtor in Missoula, Montana, was shocked. I purposefully had not chosen the way of the Oglala Lakota. The bird spread her dark, glistening wings, which seemed to exceed the length of a large school bus. Wakinyanโ€™s final thought reached me.

Your life is changing; mine may well be ending. I call on you now to help my people, the Thunderbirds. Either we will continue a while longer, or we will end very soon. It is a thing to be decided by the Great Mystery, not for humans to control. The Wakinyan must accept whatever path is chosen for them by the One who gives life to all. And you must accept the new path chosen for you, or perish. The great bird cupped her wings and rose silently, effortlessly, from the cliff on which she perched. An updraft tickled her wing feathers, which became gilded with sunlight. Still, her eyes seemed to pierce me…

Still recovering from the lightning strike, I was taken to the trailer owned by my sister Jane and her 12-year-old son, Kyah. My eyes were riveted on the winking sun during a beautiful daybreak near Porcupine Creek, in South Dakota. There was an undeniable peace. I was alone except for an irritated roan horse that was stomping a foot, trying to dislodge a botfly that was laying eggs on its hair.


It was late June, but the breeze was tinged with crispness as I savored coffee on the porch, taking in the surrounding beauty and trying to block out every stress that still clung to me. I have to admit, there were times the reservation seemed like heaven. That peace was interrupted when my sisterโ€™s friend Iris Snowden arrived to plan their summer trip to South America. Try as I might, I could not ignore the trail of dust that followed a small red car off Bigfoot Road and up the drive.

โ€œHey, Jane! Somebodyโ€™s coming.โ€ I slid my walker out of the way as my sister banged through the trailer door, squinted, and said, โ€œAh, that would be Iris,โ€ as she trotted down the steps. โ€œItโ€™s been nearly a week since her sister, Secora, left for Brazil, and we still need to finalize our fieldwork travel plans.โ€

Jane and Iris, who worked for the Anthropology Department in Missoula, plotted and schemed while I sat on the porch and listened to the cricket music. A close family friend, Jimmy Lizardeye, climbed the steps and pulled up the second chair. He was a holy man, but I wasnโ€™t open to that sort of thing.

โ€œHey, Jimmy, whatโ€™s up?โ€

Jimmy offered me a soda heโ€™d brought with him. โ€œAre you ready to deal with your haunting visits from Wakinyan Tanka?โ€

Instant panic creased my face as I answered in a whispered voice, โ€œShโ€ฆ man, what are you talking about? You know I donโ€™t believe in that nonsense.โ€

โ€œDeny it all you want. But a Wichasha Wakan is not entirely without abilities.โ€ โ€œWhat is a Wichasha Wakan again?โ€

โ€œA holy man. Just think of me as a kind of priest who is ready to share with you the way of the Akecheta Heyoka, and help you unravel the power of your visions. That is, if you are ready.โ€

โ€œNo, Iโ€™m not ready!โ€ I rubbed my eye. โ€œIโ€™m not looking to participate in any secret rituals!โ€

After a long evening of planning and squabbles, I went to lie down for a rest, but another vision awaited me. It was evening, and the wind was blowing. Wakinyan was soaring so high she couldnโ€™t be seen from the earth.

She cut through the atmosphere at incredible speed as she looked directly at me and said, ‘Arise, Heyoka.’ You must find the one who will save us both. We cannot endure that which is coming alone. You need what she can teach you to redeem yourself.

Who? Is her name Secora? . . . Part Two Coming Soon!

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